I’m floating and numb. Situation out of my control. I’m on a line. No idea which side I’ll be on. Do I care? Do I know? Do I feel? No. I’m numb. A weird feeling. A feeling of nothingness. A feeling of weightlessness. A feeling of worthlessness. Do I deserve to feel? Do I deserve happiness? Do I deserve anything? I don’t know. I want this all to pass. I want to feel special again. I want to feel important. I want to feel something. Anything. I’m numb. No sadness. Just numbness. Will I feel again?

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